This has been such a mental battle. Yesterday I texted Julie: "I feel like a drug addict who needs a fix". This is how much I have allowed food to control me. This has been the hardest thing I've done and I have a feeling that even though week 1 was hard. It will get even harder to stay on track. Only 2 weeks and 3 more days to get through and then I will be done with the first round. It doesn't sound like that long right? Most days I'm just waiting for the clock to tick down just so I can check off another day till I can eat normally again. The past couple of days I have been wondering if this suffering will really be worth it in the end? I must push through to find out.
224.4 lbs
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