FAIL!

Yesterday was super rough.  I was completely ready to call it quits.  Not only was I still so hungry, for the second day in a row I cried at work for really stupid things.  I felt weak and irritable.  Luckily, my cousin Julie was able to talk me out of it.  I always get super dramatic and feel as if I'm a big failure.  Food has been my cure for so many things.  Being overweight is something I've convinced myself for so long that I cannot overcome that it is easy to talk myself out of the newest goals to overcome it.  Julie is on the same program but is 2 days ahead of me so gave me hope that it gets better.  So instead of quitting altogether I decided to cheat for one night.  Grilled cheese, 2 frozen burritos and 2 1/2 cupcakes.  So delicious!  Maybe it will take a day or two to show up because the scale told me I lost one pound.  I had to re-weigh myself just to make sure it was correct.  It was totally worth it to gain a little sanity for today.  I'm still hungry but not in an uncontrollable way.  Maybe it will get better!

Found some asparagus for $1.99 lb today so I bought 3 bunches.  Also got Stevia (herbal sweetener) and grapefruit plus some herbal tea that has cinnamon and carob in it (tastes amazing!).  There are so many herbal tea options that I didn't know were out there.  Planning on halibut with lemon and asparagus for dinner.  Good thing I love seafood!

227.2 lbs