I can truly say I've never felt real hunger before. Until now. It is so hard to control myself from just indulging in what I know will make me feel better. I hate that having a full stomach really makes me feel better! How naive I was to think that drinking a bottle of water would make the hunger subside! I think I will do better today but yesterday I was a complete wreck. I was doing okay but by the end I started to get really cranky with everything everyone did. To add to the stress of it all, I'm coming down with a cold and I was really tired. When I finally broke, I cried in front of my boss and I felt so weak! Luckily I had the cold/tired excuse so I didn't have to tell anyone that I was starving! When I finally got to go home, I went straight to bed to get a nap and that definitely helped. I took a couple of doses of hoodia throughout the day and that seemed to help a little bit but it didn't take the hunger away completely. I'm going to look for another appetite suppressant to see if it works better.
I got some of that calorie free dressing. Nasty. I'm going to use it as a marinade for my chicken so hopefully it won't taste too bad. I will need to pick up more veggies though because I mostly got lettuce and cabbage. I made a delicious chicken soup last night and have a chicken salad for today. I'm so glad that I can still use salt! I got a sea salt that is supposedly better anyway.
228.4 lbs
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